Zzzzz…huh? What’s that? I was sleeping so deeply…
Oh, I’m low.
Dazed, I roll out of bed and suddenly become aware of how hot I am. Beads of sweat are rolling down my back, making my pajamas stick to my skin. I look at the number on my Dexcom – there isn’t one.
It just says LOW.
I grow more alert and turn to my test kit to do a fingerstick check and verify my Dexcom reading. My meter says that I’m 44.
And suddenly, I’m feeling that low. I need sugar, stat. I could open the bottle of glucose tabs conveniently perched on my nightstand, chew 5 or 6, and then get settled into bed and fall back asleep relatively quickly. But the desire to get downstairs and eat the contents of my kitchen strikes, even though it’s 1 A.M. and eating too much at this time of night wouldn’t be good for either my blood sugar or my sleep hygiene.
Ignoring my more rational side (as well as my glucose tabs), I grab my phone, my meter, my PDM, and my bathrobe and stumble down the stairs in the dark. I turn on the ceiling fan in my living room in a desperate attempt to cool down faster before I walk into the kitchen.
My eyes fall on a cupcake sitting innocently on the counter.
I don’t think twice – I tear the wrapper off and three bites later, it’s gone.
I collapse on the couch, directly under my ceiling fan. I am a sweaty mess. This low is hitting me hard. I put the TV on in a futile attempt to distract myself while I wait for the cupcake to kick in, but instead of paying attention to what’s on the screen, all I can feel is gross for choosing to eat a damn cupcake at 1 in the morning instead of doing the “right” thing and treating my low from the comfort of my bed with glucose tabs.
20 minutes later, I start to feel chilly. I’m no longer perspiring and I feel all of my low symptoms subside. I’m better, so it’s time to head back upstairs and try to fall back asleep.
I toss and turn for a bit, cursing diabetes and its middle-of-the-night low blood sugar curveballs, and the stupid 1 A.M. cupcake that my diabetes somehow convinced me to eat to treat a low instead of waiting to have it at a time that I could actually enjoy it.
Diabetes strikes again, I think as I drift back to sleep.
2 thoughts on “The 1 A.M. Cupcake”
Haha….I think we’ve all ” been there, done that” at least once…..or, in my case, a thousand times !!!!
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Heck, I ate four watermelons and twelve apples in the amount of time it took to read your blog. Hey, you take the Peter Pan Peanut Butter and Oreos away from a guy, you better be buying some fruit. Sheryl said listen there ain’t gonna be no more Peter Pan and Oreos in this house.
OK Sheryl, but I am not giving up my powdered peanut butter. I mean unless you take it away from me of course.
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